a night of uplifting

So many things happen to us that leaves us far in our relationship with God. I t cannot be helped. But some of us, got too far. Like the way you just look at things. The bible...church...family...and yourself. Yes, I admit to my mistakes. Times like this hold me down so much that I cannot bear it.

Especially home...............but where is home?

I have gone across the seas and don't know where my home lies. It could be the ever faithful bed that holds me...no disappointments. This house could be it but I'm here typing hearing the echo of my typing. It feels empty, the house. No cars passing by. No kids playing. No laughter. No familiar faces that I so long to see.

The answer of course is simple. My home lies in through the deadly waters of the Pacific Into the harsh weather of 701 or so islands. Then there lay the island shaped like a sock. Funny yet I lone for this island...my home. Where laughs lingered in my ears. Where tears were shed...and I bet still did.

If anybody reads this. Hear me out. All of us long for something we want...we desire. But the only solution to this is hold on the fate that you have now. It is one the many works of our Lord and Savior. His plans are better than ours. Let it be. If u strive to what your goal in life is, God will give it to you...in time.

What I wrote above is merely one of my many desires. Yes, I will be upset and write depressing stuff here but it is my way of dealing with it. I know that God will never abandon me. He has proven it. Over and over and over, I ignored his messages and signs. Now, with the worship at IVVC(church of my friends), it is time for to do what God wants me to do...not just try to do so. Trying makes the person you are now. Doing makes the man or the woman that you will be from here and on. My thanks for the words of one of my advisers.=)

We need to trust in God. If everyone would turn their back to you, who will be the one you will depend on? It is God and only Him. Trust me on this. Better yet.....trust in Him.