feeling something

I haven't felt this way for a while. I'm serious. The guy I actually sort of like notices me. Well, he noticed me way before I realized I felt something for him. Maybe a tiny crush or a huge like like him. He makes me laugh and that's what I really like. And he says I'm the first freshman to recieve a kiss from him . Ok ok. It was stage kiss where you pretend to kiss someone but you actually kiss your hand. But still. He made me (and he still does) feel special. He also held my hand. When we bowed. Hahahahah. How foolish of me. But before that he was standing somewhere else and then he stood next to me just to hold my hand wich were by the way, sort of sweating because I was freakin' nervous. Curse my genes! He made an excuse that he should stand next to me. But how cares you know? i hope this one would go somewhere. And I have a chance too! Because the two of us are in the musical. He has a major role and I got ensemble. I'm still a freshman, so i knew I got no chance to be the leading lady. All I care is to be able to perform, meet new people, and possibly get to know "him" more. I won't type in his name here. Hey! A girl wants to express some thoughts here but there are boundaries and privacies to be considered. So here begins my new found love interest and I am loving it....<3